sorry for using my mother tongue language, it’s just hard to either describe or explain it in english. the thing is you should keep your eyes open especially to boys around you!

abusive parents especially dads may be the reason why i experience this shit.oh, sorry bad language; but yeah i’m tellin’ you the truth! it keeps me blind these see, this fat, ugly, poor (he’s seriously poor trust me), abusive, horny, idiot and possessive guy had been my (mind to say this) my “boyfriend” for eventually 8 months but since i only count it as 4 so it’s more like a 4 month enjoyment and a 4 month of i-hate-myself-for-loving-you.
when you read this, you can either laugh or say i’m ridiculous;but seriously i have been through hard times; depression, overdose of fear, guiltiness and excessive self-protection. i did not see that coming i would say when my closest friends ‘who just knew about it’ asked.
luckily, my parents even though could be very abusive are so talkative about love, lust and sex (esp. dad) which makes me alert in what that calf is doin’ on me. i admit it proudly that I AM STILL A VIRGIN cause i’m saved by God and the prayers of my parents.
well, to know the detailed story, just keep up with my page k?
thank you for reading.